MOTHERS DAY GIFT....she gave us...

This is not the mothers day gift i thought i would be giving you...it always consisted of odds and ends of scrap paper..and maybe a paper clip when i was young..running up to sit in your lap and watch your expression of pretend shock..then followed up with WOW! I LOVE IT!....you made us feel soooo special and loved...even though it was mothers day ...WE got the biggest gift...YOUR LOVE!...i cant help but wonder how this day would be if you never had cancer and were here still....i imagine we would be having a family dinner..with grandchildren running around...and like last year you joking with misty...saying its the boys turn to clean up...but still helping...MOM i think dad got you a huge bunch of flowers...they are just scattered in the yard...i think you would of thought it was beutifull...although ya might have been shaking your head every time he would of come home with flowers after flowers...he misses you...every couple of days he tells me he thought of you all day...and found himself crying...he asked me what happens after we die...do we live this life again? i told him no..but we move on to better things...he replyed i wish i could do it again...i would be much better...and go when she wanted me to go with her...i think my mind is in the protective state today...im sitting here in your house at the dinner table and really not understanding...and almost feeling the freshness of your image slipping away...kind of like when orion left....i need to watch some home movies....it seemed to work with orion....your missed....now whos crying...ME...well now for bart chet misty and shawn...and YES you too MOM!...look at these and let me know what direction you want me to go..i can mix an match them...i can put stuff you think of in them...sayings,info ect... stuff i put in was first our birth stones that i can get in glass and epoxy in drill holes....mom always loved her childern necklace with all of us...i think she would love it surrounding her headstone...that we are with her and also adding color...then i liked the frame misty go for moms picture here...with rhinestones all around it for shimmer and sparkle...we can add the same effect around her stone..after all here car was done up that way...also the sun or smiley face...thats mom...especially the one in the background allways watching sending her raidiant beams even when life got stromy...and of course her dancing hippo misty got that mom requested be there!Just let me know.....ps on a couple of them i added something for dad...and on one i put his birthstone...after all most of the time he had to be treated like a little child by mom cause he acted like one.hahahaha LOVE YA MOM!! HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TATTERHEAD!